moody!mooody!mooody!

It's been awhile since i last post my blog..oh well, no time plus lazy. Ryan is getting on my nervs lately coz he seems to sleep less lately. What to do.. he found his mobility! He is driving me nuts by cruising all over the house and pulling everything he can touch. He gets his hands on everything he touch!.. what to do...time for him to explore the world. I can't scold him or angry of him.. coz he need to explore the world!(according to experts la). So, all i have to do is..just being his umm follower?? i dunno what to call myself... have to follow him around...making sure he dun hurt himself..
not to mention..becoming the slave of the house..why? n how? because our dear Ryan has a very super sharp eye sight...he can see tiny tiny..n i really mean tiny stuff on the floor..which we cannot see by our normal eyesight.. and what he will do is he will practice his fingers muscle..by pinching the tiny stuff on the floor n put inside his mouth. Dunno why he do that... i fed hiim on time..breakfast, lunch, snack ,tea time and dinner...he seems to be not getting enough from the food i feed him. He just likes to eaat more...n eat something is not food!
SOOO..everyday..i have to sweep and mop the floor..just to make sure is super clean..no tiny tiny stuff..need a binocular to check..just in case i left out something..hahhahha..

Apart from doing the mopping and sweeping, i have to cook for hubby and son (good wife and mother maa, hubby works hard n always come back hungry) bath Ryan and wipe Ryan's poop and pee.. sighhhh..soooooooooooooo... all added up..where got time to blog???
ahahah is just an excuse ler... sometimes i do have time to online..but i have nothing to blog... furtheremore i like reading ppl's blog than writing my own.. :)

I am updating my post tonite because.. i have to wait for the dye thing on my hair to work.. need to wait for 45 mins b4 i can wash it away. Dunno what to do...so online lor...Hubby taking care of the little one..so can relax a bit..hehehe

ANyway... yeaaa..i am moody today.. dunno why... maybe because i am frustrated with our busy schedules ...and no breaks for us. Is hard to raise ur own child by urself...with nobody;s help..i mean really nobody's help.. Some mothers have some help from their mother in-law or mother...
but not me.. My mom passed away 13 years ago..n my mother in-law... Aikssss..better dun go thereee...coz i dun like to talk abt my mother in-law.
SO...left me and my husband... raising one child...with limited resources (money) buuuttttt..heyyyyy that's life horr..
least we are proud ..as in..we bought the house with our own money..no help from parents...

ha! that's why my mother in-law no happy coz she is a control freak...she control all her children by lending money to them..then all her kids who use her money are at her mercy!
hahahha..but too bad not my hubby..that's why she hated me soo much...kekekke too badddddd suckerrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...
Least we can stand on our own feet...... beh shiok ar..beh kat ar...ya sinduk kat la (in hokkien ..no happy ar.. go kiss ur own ass la )
hahah..oppsie
sorrie..i got carried away...
i got moddie today because we supposed to visit the them yesterday..but they weren't in... dunno where they went..so hubby felt abit not happy..err..i think more scared as in... dunno where his parents went..
oh well, he is more worried that his parents thought he is no good son as in no bring Ryan to visit them..
Come onnnn la...we got our own lives here man...busy working..i gotta work thu-sun nite.. where got time..we dun even have time to sleep already..somemore got time to go sit there and pretend to be somebody else.
ha! i just hate being so fake and smile to somebody u dun wish to smile at.Furtheremore there will be no conversation happen there..because..u see..my hubby's background is different...i think i mention b4... they wont communicate one.... they just sit there..n expect each other to reach other's mind..waaa...ha lo.. is just year 2005 leh..not 2020 or 2050 ..so hi-tech meh..read ppl's mind..if i can read their mind..i won't be sitting here liao lor... awe tenggggggggggggggggggggggg

SIghhhhh.... that's life... i just wish and prayyyyy very hard...i even promise myself..that i wont be a pain in a butt inlaw to my future daughter inlaw...
AMEN!

okie dokie..there u gooooo..feel much betterrrrr...still got 10 more mins...then i can go shower ...then walaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... got my new dark auburn colour.. hehehe..
ahem.. not bad not bad.. :)
least better than grey hair la.... :)